What goes in the mind of the psychos, the vengeful and the crazy

[WillowsTara]

(Spoilers for the Tony storyline, Amanda/Kelli storyline and James/Kit storyline

Well I been thinking this for a while, in fact I am going to write a home and away fic where we go instead the minds of Zoey/Eve, Kelli and probably other characters (I can only think of those two for now), and I was wondering, what made them snap? What made them become criminals that usually ends with them being dead (Note: Kelli is not dead and I don't know what happens to her yet). Here is what I think must have been going through the minds of the recent ones.

Kelli- Well seeing how her sister walked away with narely a scratch and Kelli is scarred (As seen in this week TV Week) for life, and that Amanda has everything Kelli probably wanted. Money, house, fiancee, kids, friends and even a good figure (I will admit, I don't think Kelli any less attractive with or without those scars...But then again I guess I am not that shallow enough to not date a girl because of some scars). And Kelli was left with nothing, and she blamed Amanda for the accident right?.

I am also guessing that she had been rejected by a few guys (Execpt for Ethan), so add all that up and Kelli completely snapped as her sister was getting everything (Not to mention Kitty was barely there and who knows who there father is) and she wasn't, in a very, very small way I feel where Kelli coming from, her entire life was changed because of the accident, she was left with scars she could never get rid of (Of course I wouldn't go on a vengence streak...But if the person did cause the accident then I would hate them).

Zoey/Eve- I thought a while about Eve really and what I know, Zoey blames Summer Bay for the death of Sarah Lewis so she comes as a nurse and starts to stalk them and kill them. And because Eve loved Sarah alot (I believe it mentioned Zoey/Eve was Sarah's lover, or was that Tracy?) that when she died, something must have snapped inside her which made her go all psycho, I don't agree with her methods of dealing with it, but some people when they lose the love of thier lives go way over the edge that sometimes there is no going back. Now she was attacking most of the people who she thought killed her. Hayley (Noah was already gone), I believe Leah and Sally were also there, and the big major vengance against Peter who was put in a coma trying to save them when Sarah hit him, I can't remeber who else, I know Jesse was also there.

The second time around after Sally had been captured then saved, she was also hellbent on making Peter and Sally pay for thier escape, she was too far gone to be saved at this point (I don't think it would have made a difference if Kim didn't sleep with Hayley). Also the switch with Hayley's pregnancy results was against Kim because he was the one who slept with another woman so that's probably actually hurt Eve to no exent (I think she is a bisexual, Sarah/Kim/Tracy...). She planned everything until the wedding when the barn exploded (I believe she didn't have anything to do with that did she?). Now I don't know what's its like to lose the love of your life, only because I never had an relationship with a girl yet but I can imagine, and we seen Rachel take drugs because of Kim 9And her Mum), then there Martha going down the rail after Ash. But there were people there for them, Zoey/Eve was all alone, with Sarah dead she went and attacked Summer Bay.

Tracy- Not totally sure yet, but the only reason I can think of Tracy going along with it is because they were lovers (Or very bestest friends) or she had her own vengance against the bay, and she wasn't related to Eve (Peter would have discovered that if it was so). So I guess the quote "You would do anything for the person you love" is true, to the extreme.

James (Probably Major spoilers for this one)- next to the drugs, James was desperate to keep Kit and when Kim practially almost attacked him at the beach, he had snapped and gone to barricade Kit in the house. He really did love Kit which made him go overboard (What is it with the women of Summer Bay that attracts the bad, the crazy and the criminal?). I don't really empathize with James that much, only because this didn't really happen to me althought I know how it is to be rejected badly but seeing James had been with Kit, then that's different.

Charlie- His agenda wasn't 100% clear on it but either Charlie was obsessed with Kim or in love with Kim, all he wanted to be was friends with Kim and he could have that if he didn't blow by kidnapping Rachel (That's a very big no-no to being friends with someone), I know how it is like to want to be friends with someone and then they blow up at you and try to send you away, it hurts, now with me I became paranoid not sure if my friendships with someone was true, but Charlie chose to kidnap Rachel because he thought Rachel was ruining his friendship.

Amanda- Well Amanda isn't really a psycho but I really do think she loved Scott back in the day, why else would she tell Scott she's pregnant? He was going to leave her so she wanted him to stay, I beliee she faked the pregnancy because she really did love Scott, and as the quote says, desperate times calls for desperate measures

Tony- Once again he doesn't really fit with all these people, but on the episode when he confronted the person who crashed into Beth's car, he almost snapped, you could see the anger in his eyes, I almost thought he was going to do something, but Tony had stopped at the right moment and left which must be hard because he killed the love of his life, but as Tony said, he going to live with the rest of his life.

Okay, that's what I think was going through the minds of these people (I put them there because they are the ones I remeber), keep in mind even thought I can imagine what they may have felt (Eve/Tracy) or what it feels like (Charlie, not really James) I would never do anything like that. So discuss about what you guys think they were feeling and why they snapped.

I know some people like them can't control it and snaps, some like Tony may came to the brink of it but manage to stop at the right time (Tony the only example I can think of right now).

Oh and if you can think of what the other people who did silimar things, feel free to tell us so we can discuss about it. I just wanted to know your views and all. You can also type what you think the other were, are thinking of at the time (Amanda, Peter, Kim, Rachel etc when they were at thier worst)